sorry i haven't written in a while guys... lots to tell... the b-day weekend... and the foolishness that i indulged in will be coming up soon... but for now... i'm going to tell you about last night...
(right now i'm listening to "so amazing" by Luther V.)
so... last night Texas took me to this spot called THE PRIME RIB... it was amazing... mainly because he was there... but the food was great... afterwards we went back to his spot... watched the fight... which i fell asleep on... but... i woke up around 2... and saw that he was asleep...
this is what he (and you guys) would have seen....
T.R. if you were awake right now you would see a woman... stairing at you trying to figure out how you made her feel that way she does...
when i'm with you... i'm at my best... always... that's what you bring out of me... and i love you more everyday for it...
if you were awake right now... you would see a women who always wants you to be happy... no matter what that means for you... i just want you to smile... may it be with me or... another...
if you were awake right now... you would see a women who loves you... truly loves you... you know... many times when people say i love you... they don't really mean it right then... they're really just waiting for the preson to confirm that they love them... and once they realize it's ok... that's when they really love the person... (if that makes any sense)... but it's not like that with me Texas... i love you... and even if you don't love me back... i love you just the same... you've taught me how to be unselfish... and that's a big accomplishment... no really... it is...
if you were awake right now... you would be looking at a woman who wants more out of our relationship... and you can't blame me for that... just as i can't blame you for not being able to give me more out of the relationship... and just because you can't... doesn't mean that you're not giving me all you have...
Texas... in every relationship there is a lesson... in this relationship the lesson you have taught me is agape' love... and i thank you for that...
Nola*
(singing) lost without you... can't help myself... how does it feel... to know that i love you baby....
1 comment:
Wow. To feel that kind of love for a person (even though they fell asleep), is real deep. That's the kind of love that God wants everyone to have, AGAPE. Real cool.
P.S.: I know what you mean when you were talking about that kind of love that if a person tells another person, but wants to get reassurance from the other person of their feelings for them. I understood perfectly. Lol.
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