for my readers... yall know which one it is... so i feel obligated to yall to explain why...
the person it was about has someone who could possibly read it... and it could throw problems his way...
now mind you... i felt some type of way about it at first... but after talking to bestie... (she's my mini Buddha... i so love her...) she gave me a little clarity to the situation...
i felt as though he was asking me to take it down for her... which is actually true... so i began to focus on that fact alone... but after have a short dialog with bestie... she explain that i'm not taking it down for her... i'm taking it down because he asked me to... and if i consider him a friend... then i would do so... but if i see him as someone that i don't care about... then i would let it remain there...
so after that, the answer was clear on what i needed to do... i needed to put aside my "only child" ways of being selfish... and take it down... not for her... for him... while our relationship was very physical (this actually made up about 70% of it...) i do care about this young man... so intern... the blog is no longer...
i still feel some type of way about it... but at the end of the day... i know i'm doing that right thing...
but because i am an only child... and always have to have the last word... i'm going to say this
this is MY blog... this the MY MUTHA FUCKIN BLOG... this the one place where i can be honest with total strangers... and feel like i'm not being judge... i can write about anything from what i ate this morning... to who i fucked last night... and not feel like the world is going to reprimand me for it...
if you are someone of importance in my like (whether big or small)... you just might get written about... now... if i care for you... i will always use a code name (which i did with the guy i took the blog down about)... but if i don't give a flying fuck about you.. please believe that your name will get put out there... (sometimes first and last...)
so i'll close with this... never be to anxious to find out a secret... because it could change your life forever... translation... CHICK STOP BLOG STALKING ME!!!!!
i'm outtie...
Nola*
2 comments:
i can't even produce 1 post a week but you have put out 3 in one day! lol....you're good! :)
glad i got to read it before it was taken down.
it's sad that you can't post about what you want when you want because some huzzy is stalking your blog looking for clues! smh
Damn- if this situation don't sound familair! I've got 2 blog stalkers who don't get the hint...it's cool thoug I'll see one of them stomorrow and I plan to "get some ish off my chest".LOL
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