i have so much to be thankful for...

happy thanksgiving everyone!!!

it's sad that once a year i really sit down and reflect on how much i have to be thankful for... most of us including myself spend most of our time complaining about what we don't have and what we want we don't take the time to look at all that we have...

so i'm thankful for my friends... i'm thankful for my parents... i'm thankful for my faithful blog readers... i'm thankful for my friends... i'm thankful for my doggy... and i'm thankful for my job...

i'm thankful for my hard times... i'm thankful for the pain i've gone through in relationships... i'm thankful for rainy days... and i'm thankful for death... just as much as i'm thankful for life...

so on this day i want all of you guys to reflect on what your thankful for... good or bad...

take care!

Nola*

DID YA MISS ME?!

hey guys... i know it's been a minute... just been working... (got a second gig now... WHAT UP WHOLE FOODS!) and living... and a little lovin' here and there... lol...


so... lets get to it...

the reason i took a break was because i was at a point were i just felt broken (mentally)... not to say that i'm not still a little damaged... but let me put it like this... i'm walking around on a sprained ankle... i'm good... but i'm just not ready to run yet... between getting over my x (who i can now admit was the first person i've EVER been in love with) to doing this whole dating thing... it had all left me to a point where i felt like i was loosing myself... so i need to take some time to figure out things... so i want to thank you guys for not removing me from your blog list...

THE IGNORANCE AND FOOLISHNESS WILL NOW COMMENCE... LOL!


so... like i said... i picked up a part time at WHOLE FOODS.... best job ever... the people i work with are absolutely AMAZING! it's great to be around people who are from different backgrounds and cultures... i can't always understand what they're saying to me... but i love being around them none the less...

now onto the juicy stuff... dating...

i've been seeing about 3 guys... one of them is not really worth mentioning... so i won't... so let's just say i've been seeing 2 guys...

Eric... *sigh* what can i say... he's great... 5'8... pretty smile... college grad... nice home... smells amazing... calls... great convo... always pays... all around great guy... i just don't think i have a physical connection with him... but i'm thinking that maybe it can grow over time... just trying to figure out where it's going... i'm really thinking he's gonna end up in the friend box... just don't know how to tell him that... or if i should tell him that at all... you don't want to kill a vibe you know...

Ross... *BIGGER SIGH* if were to ask me to be his woman right now i would say yes... he's amazing... and there not doubt in my mind that i could fall in love with him... he makes me smile... he accepts me for who i am... and i really think i'm falling in love with him... the only problem is i have no clue how he feels about me... and i kinda don't want to know... i like how things are going right now... slow... and... steady... don't want to start asking questions... even more so because i'm not sure how i really feel right now...

oh... btw... these to old ass women at my job are hating on me... because they're ovaries don't work... and they're husbands spank it me every night...


Nola*