Friday, October 24, 2008

it's friday... not donig so well...

*sigh* i need a hug... or some penis... hopefully one will lead to the other...


so... went to the doc's yesterday for a check-up... and found out everything didn't check out so well...

i have to have a colonoscopy (Doc felt something on my colon... and yes... she stuck her finger up my butt and didn't even take me to dinner... or give me a good night kiss)... and i have to go to a radiology center to have my thyroid checked... guess i won't be drinking this weekend...

that's so funny... we think that if we stop a certain action... it will make everything ok...

like if i stop having unprotected sex... i'll never get a STD... or if i stop smoking i'll never get cancer... but it doesn't work like that... we just have to correct what we're doing wrong... and accept out consequence from our past mistakes...

i guess it's a bit of a wake up call... i've had a crazy nights as of late... and i haven't been taking care of myself the way at should... at least not on the weekends...

i had a small break down on the phone with Marcus this morning... he's a great friend... he just told me to wipe my face... go get something good to eat, and calm the fuck down! He's always tough on me... i'm glad i have people like that...

well... i now have to get on the phone... and make these appointments... i'm outtie...

Tiffany*

1 comment:

Gem said...

I hope everything turns out ok. I've been lurking on your blog but it's hard to lurk at work! I updated my link to my blog if you wish to change it.

Take care!