hey guys... i know it's been a minute... just been working... (got a second gig now... WHAT UP WHOLE FOODS!) and living... and a little lovin' here and there... lol...
so... lets get to it...
the reason i took a break was because i was at a point were i just felt broken (mentally)... not to say that i'm not still a little damaged... but let me put it like this... i'm walking around on a sprained ankle... i'm good... but i'm just not ready to run yet... between getting over my x (who i can now admit was the first person i've EVER been in love with) to doing this whole dating thing... it had all left me to a point where i felt like i was loosing myself... so i need to take some time to figure out things... so i want to thank you guys for not removing me from your blog list...
THE IGNORANCE AND FOOLISHNESS WILL NOW COMMENCE... LOL!
so... like i said... i picked up a part time at WHOLE FOODS.... best job ever... the people i work with are absolutely AMAZING! it's great to be around people who are from different backgrounds and cultures... i can't always understand what they're saying to me... but i love being around them none the less...
now onto the juicy stuff... dating...
i've been seeing about 3 guys... one of them is not really worth mentioning... so i won't... so let's just say i've been seeing 2 guys...
Eric... *sigh* what can i say... he's great... 5'8... pretty smile... college grad... nice home... smells amazing... calls... great convo... always pays... all around great guy... i just don't think i have a physical connection with him... but i'm thinking that maybe it can grow over time... just trying to figure out where it's going... i'm really thinking he's gonna end up in the friend box... just don't know how to tell him that... or if i should tell him that at all... you don't want to kill a vibe you know...
Ross... *BIGGER SIGH* if were to ask me to be his woman right now i would say yes... he's amazing... and there not doubt in my mind that i could fall in love with him... he makes me smile... he accepts me for who i am... and i really think i'm falling in love with him... the only problem is i have no clue how he feels about me... and i kinda don't want to know... i like how things are going right now... slow... and... steady... don't want to start asking questions... even more so because i'm not sure how i really feel right now...
oh... btw... these to old ass women at my job are hating on me... because they're ovaries don't work... and they're husbands spank it me every night...
Nola*
3 comments:
Hey welcome back!
Why is it that we never wanna ask the guy we really like what they thinking about us? I say ASK!!! After all u still got Eric to fall back on! Ooooo, that's soo wrong, right?
Hey miss ma'am. Good to see u in better spirits and what not.
Girl, I know exactly how u feel about the whole ex thing. I'm floating in that same boat, but it's worse for me, because we have a child together *grunts*
But just u bouncing back into the dating scene is good. I haven't gotten past home plate yet. lol. in due time. Anywho, good post. Look forward to reading more.
Good luck on your two gigs. Money, that's whats up.
And good luck on your love interest. You have the right ideal not to sit around moping, so I can respect that.
What's the deal with the husbands spanking you every night? LOL.
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