booo friday... hellooooo. Saturday... and SUNDAY!

so... i have finally gotten over the ex... like totally... like... i would never... EVER think of going back... well... maybe not never... (wait... re-thinks...) yeah... never... i'd go gay before i'd go back to him... and not judging anyone but donut bumping just isn't my thing...

so... friday... i went to this poetry slam at my church... it was amazing... i'm apart of the photography ministry... so i took a few flicks... listened the lovely poet's... and took it in... but i was still feeling a little sucky...

Sat started feeling better... had a talk with my mom... she called my ex a F*(! fag... and told me i was to good for him... and this time i really believed it.... cause i am... the way i treat a dude... i deserve a man that's going to dag on drink my bath water...

so... i met up with G... young man... he's 22... it kinda disappointed me that i found out he was under the limit that i usually date guys... but i was like hey... let's just go with it... surprisingly he was quiet amazing... talkative... but not in a way that i wanted to chew my right arm off... and stab myself in the ear... but in a good way... we hit up the tyler perry movie... and then went to dinner... he paid... he made me laugh... i took him home... and went home... and went to sleep... all in all... a good night... with a good guy...

oh... oh... oh... Sunday... Sunday... and yes... i just sung that...
i digress...

i have been peeping this guy at my church... he's light skinned... 6'4ish... green eyes... wait... i need to cap that... GREEN EYES!!!!!! And his name... well... let's call him Ricky Ross... (back to code names... don't judge me...) i grabbed this guy... who knows him... who tried to talk to me a while back... but he was getting married... and married people have aids... and i don't fools with aids... so... we made a brief introduction... he seemed kinda slow... but i'm shallow... and he has green eyes... so i can look past that... anywho... we exchange info... and he asks me to give him a call around 8... i call a little after 8... he didn't pick up... so i leave a message... he calls back shortly after... like 15 min shortly after... which is a plus... he tells me that he's dropping someone off around my way... (my dog just pooted... i'm moving outside by the pond...) he's kinda sounding like he wanted to ask to stop by... but doesn't come right out and say it cause it's like 9pm... he seems like a gentleman... so i then say... "well... if you like to stop by... feel free..." he asks if i wanted something to eat... i decline... cause i just finished watch the deadskins get that butt whooped... and munching on wings at outback... (shot-out to Glo) he comes over... we watch trueblood... well i tried to... but the conversation was going well... so i decided to watch it tomorrow on onDemand... we talked some more... watched a movie... he made me laugh... we fell asleep... he woke up... and asked me if i cuddled (i thought that was so sweet that he asked...) he held me close... and i exhaled... i can't remember the last time that i've done that... like really done that... and i want to get to know him better... and take it slow... and take walks in the park... and eat sushi (HE LIKE SUSHI!!!) and go museums... and maybe out of town... and if he makes it past the 90 day mark... maybe... wait... sorry... getting ahead of myself... he's cool... i like... have reservations... but i like... oh... and he's not slow... he just doesn't talk very fast...

sidenotes...
i've had 2 hrs of sleep in 2 days... and i'm going to the gym... cause i don't want to be fat... and as alwasys... i'm all over the place...

Nola*