confusion... an ode to Michael Vick...

one of my homies... who goes by the alias of Michael Vick inspired this blog...


con·fu·sion
Pronunciation:
\kən-ˈfyü-zhən\
Function: noun
Date: 14th century
1: an act or instance of confusing 2 a: the quality or state of being confused b: a confused mass or mixture
— con·fu·sion·al \-ˈfyüzh-nəl, -ˈfyü-zhə-nəl\ adjective


now... i know i haven't blogged in a long time... i've had writers block... and i've been confused about a lot of shit... so please know... that this blog will be alllllllllll over the place... wait... all of my blogs are all over the place... whatevs... don't judge me...


on love...

• why can't i love to people at the same time...
• why does it hurt that i love the people at the same time...
• why do i get tired of people so easily...
• why is that i can't be committed to one individual...
• why do i still want to be with the Jewel...
• why does he have to always be so hot and cold with me...
• why do people fall in love with the idea of me... and not fall in love with me...
• why do i always fall for the wrong guy...
• why is that we adore the ones who ignore us... and ignore the ones who adore us...
• why do we hurt the ones the love us... and love the ones who hurt us...

on gays...

• why do people put sooooo much effort into hating what makes someone happy...
• love is love... and why can't people just accept it...
• why do people who read my blog continue to disrespect another person who reads my blog on my blog... go to his blog and tell him how you feel... and stop putting you fucked up opinion on mine... (but i do appreciate your opinion... even though it's kinda fucked up...)

on friendship...

• why is so hard to find more than two best friends...
• why am i so blessed to have 3...
• why is it that i can go for weeks without talking to them... and they never take it personally... love you Yani, Tish, and Nicole!

on random shit...

• why do i have to pay insurance... i'm paying just in case some shit will happen right... so... i think my job should pay me more now... just in case i get a better job... if you work for an insurance company... and you read my blog... please know that you're the scum of the earth... and you should kill yourself... thanks...
• why are the fat people that i've come across so mean...
• what the fuck are people still eating McDonald's... and then suing that place... cause their fat asses decided to eat it...

it's a few other things i'm confused on... but i'm about to go to lunch... at whole foods... eat organic people!

Nola*