hey fam... i know i haven't blogged in ages...
i've kinda been cleaning out my closet... and my head... and most of all my heart...
i came to realize that a lot of the relationships that i've been entertaining in my life have been in vain...
i guess subliminally... it showed how insecure i've become... i sometimes paint a picture that i'm this confident person... but most times i'm really not...
i realized that i kinda was defining my beauty... but the amount of guys i had after me...
but see now (well... i kinda already knew...) they wanted me for one thing... and i though that was ok... but now... i realize it wasn't... it took someone special to show me my worth... (and no... it wasn't Texas... sadly...)
i do sincerely apologize for being so distant from you guys... but i just had to step back for a sec... and get Nola (not my real name... lol) together... but i'm back... and i'll fill you guys in later on tonight about what's been going on...
Love you guys...
Nola*
5 comments:
Great great stuff. Glad you have things in order the way you want them.
I was wondering about you...
It's good that you took the time to do some self-evaluation. Glad to have you back.
This is good to read. And I am happy for you. You are not believe me, I have done the same. And CONTINUOUSLY have to remind myself that the men in my life does not mean Im beautiful. And the men that want me does not define my beauty.
Glad to have you back Nola!
I'm glad that you are ok and are REALLY discovering your self worth. Glad you are back:-)
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